I wasn't sure on what to write about until I read a post from Kaitlyn at Wifessionals yesterday. I have also had an issue with my weight. Today is going to be real deep so if you aren't prepared for it then I would suggest not continuing to read, but it's really good I promise.
Everything that I am talking about it: my veiws, comments, and opinions are all about my body based on my frame. Not everything works everyone, you gotta find what works for you and stick with it.
When I was growing up I NEVER weight over 100 pounds. (Before you start saying poor you continue to read.) I could ate anything and everything and still not gain weight. During junior high and high school I got picked on consistantly about my weight including rumors that I was bulimic. I tried to be strong and just laugh it off but it really sucks growing up. I would try to gain weight just so the bullying would stop.
Fast forward to college I was still thin but finally starting to feel comfortable in my skin. I continue my normal unhealthy eating habits of McDonald's and started to gain weight. I was actually so happy that I was gaining weight so then I would feel "normal." Now I know that wasn't the best way to gain weight, but I wouldn't change it. I have learned from it good or bad it has made me who I am today.
Then I started doing IVF (in-vitro fertilization) around my junior year of college. I was very certain that I was never having kids, so why not give that gift to others. It was a life changing experience, and if you have any questions about it feel free to contact me. I will tell you my experiences. I had great experiences and it was something that has changed me. If you have ever done these treatments you know how it messes with your body. Boy did it ever make me gain weight. I'm still struggling with losing the weight, but to be honest I haven't tried too hard. I go to the gym do cardio, etc but I haven't given up on fast food and really pay attention to what I am eating. That is a weakness of mine, and I'm working on it now.
Another one of my big struggles is that I am always getting on the scale. I check my weight all the time. One time my hubs had to hide the scale because I was OBSESSED with losing weight. I would get really hard on myself when I got on the scale and it didn't move.
We are have our weaknesses we are human. The best thing that has worked for me is acknowledge them and tell them to someone. I told my husband, Gary. When he notices that I am heading down the wrong road he'll give me a gentle reminder. I absolutely love it because it I may not notice, and I love that he pays attention to really help me get back to my target weight.
I know that this was kinda of a lot today, but I hope this helps.
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Everything that I am talking about it: my veiws, comments, and opinions are all about my body based on my frame. Not everything works everyone, you gotta find what works for you and stick with it.
When I was growing up I NEVER weight over 100 pounds. (Before you start saying poor you continue to read.) I could ate anything and everything and still not gain weight. During junior high and high school I got picked on consistantly about my weight including rumors that I was bulimic. I tried to be strong and just laugh it off but it really sucks growing up. I would try to gain weight just so the bullying would stop.
Fast forward to college I was still thin but finally starting to feel comfortable in my skin. I continue my normal unhealthy eating habits of McDonald's and started to gain weight. I was actually so happy that I was gaining weight so then I would feel "normal." Now I know that wasn't the best way to gain weight, but I wouldn't change it. I have learned from it good or bad it has made me who I am today.
Then I started doing IVF (in-vitro fertilization) around my junior year of college. I was very certain that I was never having kids, so why not give that gift to others. It was a life changing experience, and if you have any questions about it feel free to contact me. I will tell you my experiences. I had great experiences and it was something that has changed me. If you have ever done these treatments you know how it messes with your body. Boy did it ever make me gain weight. I'm still struggling with losing the weight, but to be honest I haven't tried too hard. I go to the gym do cardio, etc but I haven't given up on fast food and really pay attention to what I am eating. That is a weakness of mine, and I'm working on it now.
Another one of my big struggles is that I am always getting on the scale. I check my weight all the time. One time my hubs had to hide the scale because I was OBSESSED with losing weight. I would get really hard on myself when I got on the scale and it didn't move.
We are have our weaknesses we are human. The best thing that has worked for me is acknowledge them and tell them to someone. I told my husband, Gary. When he notices that I am heading down the wrong road he'll give me a gentle reminder. I absolutely love it because it I may not notice, and I love that he pays attention to really help me get back to my target weight.
I know that this was kinda of a lot today, but I hope this helps.
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I kind of really loved this post...I struggle with my body type and weight on a daily basis, and I'm a size two and pretty athletic. But, regardless what the scale says (the two or three times a day I get on it, help!), I'm never happy enough. I appreciate your honesty as a petite person because it seems forbidden for smaller people to be unhappy with their looks, especially if they're friends with someone who is built a little bigger. But it doesn't matter what size you wear or who's fitter than who, you're allowed to want to change for the better!!
ReplyDeleteI'm trying to remind myself that the number on the scale doesn't matter as much as the muscles in my body. Maybe I'll never weigh less but I can be more fit and toned...and that's something we have complete control over! :)) good luck on your journey!!
I loved this post, thank you so much for sharing your story. I used to be the same way in high school and then I gained the inevitable freshman 15 when I stopped swimming. I've always struggled since then with being completely comfortable with my body, but I always try to remind myself that the number on the scale is just that, a number!
ReplyDeleteI am only 5 foot tall and weighed only in the 80's through out high school. Same thing...no matter what I ate, no weight gain. I would get comments from all sorts of people too, and not just about my weight, but about being so small in general. Comments have backed off now, but it's not fun, even if they are just "poking fun."
ReplyDeleteThinking towards the end of college my metabolism started slowing down a bit or something. I have worked SO hard to gain weight, and am now considered a healthy weight for my height. :)
Keep on keeping on and keep your chin up.
I finally started gaining weight this year (my pants are tight for once) but I've always been weirdly thin. Every time I go home, my parents and grandparents tell me that I need to eat something and that I look unhealthy. It's really frustrating. At one point I was eating DQ malts to gain weight (the hot fudge malts are delish.. ha). No matter what your weight is, it really sucks when people feel the need to comment on it constantly.
ReplyDeleteMy next goal is to get into the gym and build some muscle.
Thank you for being so honest! It's great that you helped someone become a parent! Oh, and good luck with cutting out fast food. I LOVED it in college and have finally stopped running to Wendy's etc.
I've always been pretty thin myself, it can be really hard. I think feeling comfortable in your own skin, not being obsessive about your weight are the two main goals!
ReplyDeleteI have had some trouble with my weight as well. It is always the best to have a supportive husband to help you along the journey.
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